My Story
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
It feels like primary school all over again. Though I've never had it bad through primary school life. Imagine a scene where there's this innocent primary schoolboy being taunted and teased by his equally innocent friends...
Kids will always be kids. You can't blame them fully for being so ignorant. They don't know that they are hurting someone's feelings...they don't know how terrible the person would feel...to they are just having fun and laughs over the whole scene...until one day they are the ones being teased, then they would realise how wrong they were...
It's unbelievable how some ppl js don't grow up at all...how can someone be so inconsiderate...have you not thought about the person's feelings when you comment something? if you did it once...it's ok, twice...it's alright...thrice...nvm...but hundreds of times you repeat over and over? If you're not yet bored, I am already...I can no longer smile over the statement, can no longer seem not bothered, to the extent that I can only pretend to be not bothered, keep quiet and just slowly bleed out from the hurting feeling...although I know, I know that I should just let it go...but I just cannot imagine how you could be so inconsiderate...you must learn how to think...think of other's feelings before (or even after will do) the words come out of your mouth...we're all already approaching adulthood...you're not a seven-year-old kid anymore...don't behave or act like one...oblivious to the effects your statements...please just for one moment think...think about what you're saying...
Just cos you have different views and aims, it does not mean you have to crush the other person's goals...don't be discouraging. If you can't say something nice, then it's better to say nothing at all. I just wish that someday you will come to you senses...miraculously realise all the things you said that have hurt someone...I hope that my wish will come true...if it doesn't, someday I'm gonna just burst out and stop you abruptly...I'll do if I have to...no matter who I hurt...because at that point of time, I can't take it any longer...just so tired...tired of it all...
Kids will always be kids. You can't blame them fully for being so ignorant. They don't know that they are hurting someone's feelings...they don't know how terrible the person would feel...to they are just having fun and laughs over the whole scene...until one day they are the ones being teased, then they would realise how wrong they were...
It's unbelievable how some ppl js don't grow up at all...how can someone be so inconsiderate...have you not thought about the person's feelings when you comment something? if you did it once...it's ok, twice...it's alright...thrice...nvm...but hundreds of times you repeat over and over? If you're not yet bored, I am already...I can no longer smile over the statement, can no longer seem not bothered, to the extent that I can only pretend to be not bothered, keep quiet and just slowly bleed out from the hurting feeling...although I know, I know that I should just let it go...but I just cannot imagine how you could be so inconsiderate...you must learn how to think...think of other's feelings before (or even after will do) the words come out of your mouth...we're all already approaching adulthood...you're not a seven-year-old kid anymore...don't behave or act like one...oblivious to the effects your statements...please just for one moment think...think about what you're saying...
Just cos you have different views and aims, it does not mean you have to crush the other person's goals...don't be discouraging. If you can't say something nice, then it's better to say nothing at all. I just wish that someday you will come to you senses...miraculously realise all the things you said that have hurt someone...I hope that my wish will come true...if it doesn't, someday I'm gonna just burst out and stop you abruptly...I'll do if I have to...no matter who I hurt...because at that point of time, I can't take it any longer...just so tired...tired of it all...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Had the 2nd midterm test for this sem today...ee2006....glad it's over...at least now can concentrate on the rest. How was it? It was quite ok...as expected...maybe a little too easy to score cos confirm I got mistakes wan and some geniuses should noe all the answers whereas I don't of course...well it's over and done with...look ahead...
Cos of this test I didn't attend the convo dinner we have annually in hall...it's a good thing as well cos I don't feel like dressing up formally haha... So, in the end js tapau-ed b4 test and had dinner after it. The food not bad eh...1 big piece of chicken, cauliflower, brocolli, carrot, potatoes were nice, some sausage and chocolate crossaint...if only our hall dinners were like these every day...haha...I would gain weight like crazy though...and probably would get sick everyday since it was pretty oily and really a big portion...haha... =p
Cos of this test I didn't attend the convo dinner we have annually in hall...it's a good thing as well cos I don't feel like dressing up formally haha... So, in the end js tapau-ed b4 test and had dinner after it. The food not bad eh...1 big piece of chicken, cauliflower, brocolli, carrot, potatoes were nice, some sausage and chocolate crossaint...if only our hall dinners were like these every day...haha...I would gain weight like crazy though...and probably would get sick everyday since it was pretty oily and really a big portion...haha... =p
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Yesterday I didn't manage to study at all oh no....though I dun think there's much more that I can stuff into my brain in these last few days...I tend to have that saturated feeling everytime the exam draws closer...
In the morning I went to SRC for badminton training. I got cheated there haha....cos the rest were all guys. The girls...Angie was sick...the rest prob busy?? Anyway, I don't mind cos when you play with guys u can improve but I cannot say the same for them haha... The training was pretty tiring for me cos I don't have that strength and stamina to go on for long periods of time haha... But, I guess a little push once in awhile is good for me...after the training I felt refreshed though tired cos it's been quite some time since I've played... Although nw my right shoulder is damn painful haha...maybe din stretch enough... I've always been slack when it comes to stretching but I'm coming to realise the importance of stretching haha...
Afternoon pulak spent in lab...doing my circuit for the D1 introduction. Me and Ho Yuet were sitting there "debugging"...checking which of my IC-s were spoiled haha...cos all my connections were right (almost) so when I replaced the IC-s with Ho Yuet's wan...it works perfectly. In all, I changed 1 timer, 1 LED and 2 IC-s....dunno how come mine so many spoiled. But, well it was better that it was spoiled rather than my connections were screwed up or something haha...*phew*...whole afternoon gone then...
In the night, we had the first combined training. It's divided into 3 groups...long distance, middle distance and short distance. Thank God badminton is short distance cos I'll faint if I have to run 8 rounds round the track haha... But then, dun think the whole thing went very well cos got some slack ppl nvr really complete running but ended up walking on the track. Personally, I feel the short distance is worst failure...cos we were not doing the things properly, and I think it's not intensive enough to build up stamina and strength or whatsoever. Because there's so many ppl...that ppl start laughing at one another doin the exercise (some do it rather funnily)...and we dun really benefit from it...especially when diff sports need diff areas of strengthening. Probably the middle distance and long distance would work fine...cos it's js running... But, the short distance has this short short exercises which I dun think will benefit all the sports. By the way, why is table tennis under long distance?? Haha...probably they need "endurance" stamina more than "sprinting" stamina?? Hee...
On another note, anyone experiencing problems on msn recently?? Cos I've been having it for days already...it keeps going "not delivered" once I press enter...it's damn irritating to chat this way...it might be js my comp I'm not sure...anyway...there's an alternative at www.meebo.com if anyone is interested... =p
Last but not least...Happy Birthday Sek Koon my dear sis. Hope you have a wonderful day and year ahead. Sorry I can't be back to celebrate with you though. Love you. :)
In the morning I went to SRC for badminton training. I got cheated there haha....cos the rest were all guys. The girls...Angie was sick...the rest prob busy?? Anyway, I don't mind cos when you play with guys u can improve but I cannot say the same for them haha... The training was pretty tiring for me cos I don't have that strength and stamina to go on for long periods of time haha... But, I guess a little push once in awhile is good for me...after the training I felt refreshed though tired cos it's been quite some time since I've played... Although nw my right shoulder is damn painful haha...maybe din stretch enough... I've always been slack when it comes to stretching but I'm coming to realise the importance of stretching haha...
Afternoon pulak spent in lab...doing my circuit for the D1 introduction. Me and Ho Yuet were sitting there "debugging"...checking which of my IC-s were spoiled haha...cos all my connections were right (almost) so when I replaced the IC-s with Ho Yuet's wan...it works perfectly. In all, I changed 1 timer, 1 LED and 2 IC-s....dunno how come mine so many spoiled. But, well it was better that it was spoiled rather than my connections were screwed up or something haha...*phew*...whole afternoon gone then...
In the night, we had the first combined training. It's divided into 3 groups...long distance, middle distance and short distance. Thank God badminton is short distance cos I'll faint if I have to run 8 rounds round the track haha... But then, dun think the whole thing went very well cos got some slack ppl nvr really complete running but ended up walking on the track. Personally, I feel the short distance is worst failure...cos we were not doing the things properly, and I think it's not intensive enough to build up stamina and strength or whatsoever. Because there's so many ppl...that ppl start laughing at one another doin the exercise (some do it rather funnily)...and we dun really benefit from it...especially when diff sports need diff areas of strengthening. Probably the middle distance and long distance would work fine...cos it's js running... But, the short distance has this short short exercises which I dun think will benefit all the sports. By the way, why is table tennis under long distance?? Haha...probably they need "endurance" stamina more than "sprinting" stamina?? Hee...
On another note, anyone experiencing problems on msn recently?? Cos I've been having it for days already...it keeps going "not delivered" once I press enter...it's damn irritating to chat this way...it might be js my comp I'm not sure...anyway...there's an alternative at www.meebo.com if anyone is interested... =p
Last but not least...Happy Birthday Sek Koon my dear sis. Hope you have a wonderful day and year ahead. Sorry I can't be back to celebrate with you though. Love you. :)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Oh no...the recess week is coming to an end...meaning that midterms is drawing near (as though it wasn't near enough d). Looking back, I didn't really study much during the break hmm...basically js reading through the same notes over and over again since the scope isn't all that much. But, that said, given the test questions, I don't hv confidence to answer it yet...mmm...I dunno how else to approach it d...
Wondered if I should have gone home haha...though I guess I would study much less at home. But, looking into the coming weeks....there's no more holidays d...the next time I can go back is probably after exams in December...geesh...why doesn't Singapore have holidays Malaysia?? Hopefully, my family will come visit me in between...if not, I dunno how long more I can go on...although they are facing problems getting the hotel room...why do people travel so often now...haih...please please let there be an available hotel room....
Recently, my mood has been changing like the weather (in case you dunno, Sg's weather these days is like HOT, RAIN, HOTTT...). I get affected by trivial matters...worry bout nothing...think about stuff I should not be thinking right now...as Ee Hiang puts it...yea I'm in a mess...haha... I must learn to let go...js LET GO...there's nothing you can do now except look forward and affect your own future... :)
Wondered if I should have gone home haha...though I guess I would study much less at home. But, looking into the coming weeks....there's no more holidays d...the next time I can go back is probably after exams in December...geesh...why doesn't Singapore have holidays Malaysia?? Hopefully, my family will come visit me in between...if not, I dunno how long more I can go on...although they are facing problems getting the hotel room...why do people travel so often now...haih...please please let there be an available hotel room....
Recently, my mood has been changing like the weather (in case you dunno, Sg's weather these days is like HOT, RAIN, HOTTT...). I get affected by trivial matters...worry bout nothing...think about stuff I should not be thinking right now...as Ee Hiang puts it...yea I'm in a mess...haha... I must learn to let go...js LET GO...there's nothing you can do now except look forward and affect your own future... :)
Monday, September 08, 2008
Birthday
My birthday was yesterday and it was the most memorable birthday that I've ever had or will have.
Instead of the usual celebration during the 1st hour of the birthday, these people (my cuckoo friends haha) decided to celebrate in the last hour of my birthday. Supposedly, they planned to pretend that they forgot my birthday la...wanting to get me scared. I would say it half worked out and half did not cos:-
1. Alex came at 12 plus am and talked to Phea (who supposedly came without knowing that the others dunno about my bday) ...haha so obvious that he would know it's my birthday ma... Phea also played along saying they forgot la...cannot masuk cast la haha...
2. Wei Jian wished me at dinner and all the people around me all stunned...cos they were all supposed to pretend that they forgot...and I think some of u guys can enter cast lor...started to shake my hand wishing me as though u all forgot haha.
PS: Make sure WJ pays for the whole celebration haha...
3. Swee Yee, Ee Hiang all disappeared from their rooms at midnight la...just so to avoid me...avoid slipping their tongue wishing me Happy Birthday haha...obviously I knew something "fishy" was going on la...also I saw you both at the split level making secret phone calls la haha =p
4. I know my cuckoo friends won't ever forget my bday haha... :)
Anyway, if you all wondered if I was worried bout you all forgetting my birthday...no I wasn't. I was just worrying about what time you all gonna celebrate haha...had to be on my toes the whole day hee...
Well, thanks again everyone who came to celebrate my birthday. Thanks for the bag present (I know Shu Lin, SY and EH went thru hell looking for a gift for me...thx yo) and the extremely cute card and also of course the cake hee. Also, thanks to every single person who wished me whether once or twice or more... Thanks also for the greatest gift that I can't accept, not right now...thanks thanks. Thanks for making this birthday my most memorable one, thus far...
Friends forever!!!
Instead of the usual celebration during the 1st hour of the birthday, these people (my cuckoo friends haha) decided to celebrate in the last hour of my birthday. Supposedly, they planned to pretend that they forgot my birthday la...wanting to get me scared. I would say it half worked out and half did not cos:-
1. Alex came at 12 plus am and talked to Phea (who supposedly came without knowing that the others dunno about my bday) ...haha so obvious that he would know it's my birthday ma... Phea also played along saying they forgot la...cannot masuk cast la haha...
2. Wei Jian wished me at dinner and all the people around me all stunned...cos they were all supposed to pretend that they forgot...and I think some of u guys can enter cast lor...started to shake my hand wishing me as though u all forgot haha.
PS: Make sure WJ pays for the whole celebration haha...
3. Swee Yee, Ee Hiang all disappeared from their rooms at midnight la...just so to avoid me...avoid slipping their tongue wishing me Happy Birthday haha...obviously I knew something "fishy" was going on la...also I saw you both at the split level making secret phone calls la haha =p
4. I know my cuckoo friends won't ever forget my bday haha... :)
Anyway, if you all wondered if I was worried bout you all forgetting my birthday...no I wasn't. I was just worrying about what time you all gonna celebrate haha...had to be on my toes the whole day hee...
Well, thanks again everyone who came to celebrate my birthday. Thanks for the bag present (I know Shu Lin, SY and EH went thru hell looking for a gift for me...thx yo) and the extremely cute card and also of course the cake hee. Also, thanks to every single person who wished me whether once or twice or more... Thanks also for the greatest gift that I can't accept, not right now...thanks thanks. Thanks for making this birthday my most memorable one, thus far...
Friends forever!!!
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Last night's badminton tryouts were pretty successful. There were quite a number of Year 1 girls that were quite good meaning they can play well and hopefully we got a good chance in this year's IHG haha... Surprisingly I think the girl's turn up was more than the guys...what happened to all the guys hehe...in the end towards the middle and the end of the tryout, we were just having our own games haha...the love of the game gets us going... :)
Btw, I'm quite surprised at how rumours can spread so widely and fast hmm...especially when they're not true...I'm not going to say what it is but I just gotta watch my steps from now on...you never know who is watching you... =p Please don't make decisions for me and jump to own assumptions and conclusions. I know how to make my own judgements and I myself would know more about myself....what I feel, what I do...
On another note, my right eye has a 'bengkak' (swollen) since Sunday night...I've got no idea why. And NOOO.....I have not been peeping at anyone bathing...whether it's guys or girls...I just hope it subsides soon...everything looks so tiny and small. Thanks for everyone's concern about it though...thanks thanks.
Btw, I'm quite surprised at how rumours can spread so widely and fast hmm...especially when they're not true...I'm not going to say what it is but I just gotta watch my steps from now on...you never know who is watching you... =p Please don't make decisions for me and jump to own assumptions and conclusions. I know how to make my own judgements and I myself would know more about myself....what I feel, what I do...
On another note, my right eye has a 'bengkak' (swollen) since Sunday night...I've got no idea why. And NOOO.....I have not been peeping at anyone bathing...whether it's guys or girls...I just hope it subsides soon...everything looks so tiny and small. Thanks for everyone's concern about it though...thanks thanks.
